Wednesday, January 30, 2008

blindness


This is something i wrote last year when i was very frustrated with the world but couldn't explain why, even to myself.........check it out!


BLINDNESS
Normally, students don’t bother with social issues until they’re well into college and discovering activist politics for the first time. But the subtle psychological indoctrination and counter-motivation start long before students realize the import of what they are told.
It starts off with small, harmless things. Like the other day, when our English teacher in school told us how to write a report, a “factual description of an event”. This is included in the CBSE class 11 English curriculum across the country. Everywhere, teachers teach it the same way. Something noteworthy happens. Regardless of the nature of the event involved, students are told to keep the report brief, simple, to the point. Just set out the important facts, very concisely. Don’t tell stories about the people involved. Keep it as clinically detached as possible, and never, ever get dramatic or sentimental or manifest any emotion that proves you are only human, because that’s how you lose marks.

Then our teacher gives us this example of a report, where we have to write about a traffic accident. She gives us pointers on the relevance on headings, which should be related to the number of mortalities. And then she does something that triggers off a dozen insistent alarm-bells in my head. She tells us to never write something that reads like the beginning of a storybook. She says that what a man was doing before he left his house the morning he was killed has no relation with his death

I agree with you, ma’am. What that man did and said and felt before he got run over has nothing to do how he died. But it has everything to do with how he lived.

There’s a message in this. It tells us that no matter who got killed, where, when, or how is not the issue. The issue is who wants to know. Newspapers know this, from the editor down to the copyboy. That is why despite the efforts of the reporters and journalists who are at present fighting for column space to publicize the horrific state of traffic (un)safety in this city, 90% of the reading public is still going to skim over those parts and turn to the entertainment section.

Because if you write the average report like a story, the trouble is that people might find it interesting. It would follow no format and get no marks, but the reader might pay attention to what happened. And what happened is not just that a man (35) succumbed to his injuries and was declared “dead when brought” at the nearest state-run hospital. What actually happened is that Mr. S.G. Ghosh said goodbye to his family in the morning on his way to work and then got hit by yet another racing bus on a congested street. He died in the ambulance that turned up thirty minutes too late, and his family is now in mourning for him.

The tragedy is not only that he died. The tragedy is that to the people who don’t know him, he will become just another statistic. Because God forbid that we tell his story
like
a story. God forbid that we evoke emotions or lament his loss. It’s a factual report, children, not a longwinded speech about ethics. You are not required to say that “ Once upon a time there was a man who left home in the morning” etc., etc., “and then he died”.
Because if you write that, that means the reader has to think about a man (35) who succumbed to his injuries this morning, like that man is a real person with a job and a family and a life and hopes and dreams. And heaven forbid that the public’s attention be distracted from the lurid gossip on page 3 to dwell on an insignificant nonentity of a man whose only claim to fame is that he died a gruesome death when he least expected it. Because the danger of that is that it forces people to stop and think, and maybe deep down even begin to care a little. And because if people start thinking too much, somebody somewhere is going to think “That could have been me”. And no-one wants to live with death hanging over their heads, so they pretend they don’t know it’s there. At least, most adults do, and from the point of view of teenagers, obviously, that makes it the grown-up thing to do. Nothing proclaims adulthood more than an inclination to hypocrisy and the silencing of truth. Except maybe a conscience that blinds itself better than a thousand moral blinkers could.

music makes you lose control

to follow up...........i downloaded the new(?????) fergie album last night. all rise for the dutchess!!thank god for mp3 host sites (and also good connectivity).
i now have the billboard charts at my fingertips, although that's not saying much these days. alicia keys fails to impress with "no-one" [hard to believe now that she sang "falling"], "crank that" by soulja boy is a travesty of a ghetto "hood" track by a dirt-rich playa asking what must be the most painfully repetitive and self-defeating questions since the spanish inquisition,( about his "switch-style", no less) and even one republic wouldn't have made it to their no.2 peak without piggybacking on supernova producer timbaland.............

WTF???? what is the world coming to, when meaningless songs are chart-topping singles and emo-punk-rock struggles to retain a top-50 listing?? ah, for the heady days of nu-metal, when linking park and limp bizkit stormed the charts with raw vocals on smooth hooks, throwing out 90's studio pop with absurd ease......and now suddenly avril wants to be everyone's girlfriend, akon keeps scoring with tracks even if they get censored, and the crazy frog seems adorable compared to enrique's familiar "sensitive", "tortured" voice as he spouts banal words on estrangement(AGAIN!!!) that are becoming increasingly unconvincing. AARRGGHH!!! someone bring the music back.........please!

only beyonce is still on her A-game, with an album release that sizzles and smokes of assertiveness, attitude, and amazingly likeable song-writing skills that leave lttle to no room for argument. women always did like it on top.........enjoy.........

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFtICBASrpY

trisha

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

writing a picture


i've always wondered about how literature and art are two sides of the same coin. like someone painting a picture of a man and his heart in a passage of words, or a painter telling a shadowed story through brushstrokes. i'm neither a writer nor a painter, but i'm about to give writing a picture my best shot........



In a place far away in time and distance, there are mountains. the air is cold and the wind makes your cloak flutter and flap, and the slanting rain promises a storm; already your skin is cold, almost numb, your fingers in the half-curved clutching gesture that imitates how you tried to strangle him when he told you that he was the traitor, hair billowing yet trapped by your hood, the pain beating at your temples. Your neck is bare, but the whiplash marks from the war make a zigzag pattern,as though the wind would rip your skin off. the mountains loom around you, ice-laden sentinels of the massive grey sky that stretches from the distant shadowy horizon of the steppe-lands to beyond the great mountains that held the fortress of the empire, the central stronghold, as cold and unyielding as you wanted to be before you started living again. you stand there on the edge of a cliff, body battered by the rising arctic wind, eyes glazed over by the sleet and the cruelty that never fades,even after years of being someone other than you. someone with friends and warmth and a heart, not the cold monster you became in the end, when the war was almost lost because of his treachery. treachery that you ordered punished with execution by garrotting, because the sword is too good for blood-deserters. a man who died by your command, by the wish of your vengeance, and after years of trying to reclaim what regret you once had, you feel a stirring of compassion for a soul beyond your control, and you know that one day you might be human again. the war is won, and your people are safe; the enemy was driven into the sea, and you can step behind the throne and breathe out your viciousness where it can hurt no-one; you can luxuriate in feeling forgiveness; you can taste what it means to have a soul.

trisha

Saturday, January 26, 2008

online journals of an undercover anarchist


well, my last blog was last summer, and here i go again this year trying to make a fresh start and concentrate but it's nowhere that easy because to turn over a new leaf you need to have started reading the textbook in the first place and..........well, i guess everyone knows how that ends anyway...........

where was i? oh, that's right i was doing some insightful retrospection into what a sucker i am for procrastination....but let's talk about that later, shall we?

another year flashed by, and although 2007 was probably the best year of my life so far (unless you count the years that i missed out on because i was drooling and trying to learn how to stand up and walk) i'm still glad it's over, like when you read a satisfying book and it builds up to a very nerve-stretching climax at the end and just before that there's kind of a lull in the storm and you can't wait for the final explosive action or revelation or whatever to happen so you can sigh and close the book and get back to reality.......

right now's the lull, but it'll all be over by 21st march.....and then there's a wonderful ten-day hiatus when i get to be nobody and do nothing and come summer it'll all come full-circle again............and all i can do meanwhile is to try and keep my head above water, fly when i can, and in the meantime do stuff like blogging funny quotes online like ::


Sir Thomas Beecham
A musicologist is a man who can read music but can't hear it.
Brass bands are all very well in their place—outdoors and several miles away.
The sound of a harpsichord: two skeletons copulating on a galvanized tin roof.
There are two golden rules for an orchestra: start together and finish together. The public doesn't give a damn what goes on in between.
Why do we have to have all these third-rate foreign conductors around when we have so many second-rate ones of our own?
[To a musician during rehearsal] We cannot expect you to be with us all the time, but perhaps you could be good enough to keep in touch now and again.
Try everything once, except folk dancing.
[Warning his conducting students never to glance at the trombones:] It will only encourage them.
No opera singer ever dies too soon.
In the first movement alone, I took note of six pregnancies and at least four miscarriages. [On Bruckner's Seventh Symphony.]
What can you do with it? It's like a lot of yaks jumping about. [On Beethoven's Seventh Symphony.]
[When asked if he had played any Stockhausen] No, but I have trodden in some.
[Displeased with a female cellist:] There you sit with one of God's greatest creations between your legs and all you can do is scratch it!


Robert Benchley
A boy can learn a lot from a dog: obedience, loyalty, and the importance of turning around three times before lying down.
Drawing on my fine command of the English language, I said nothing.
Drinking makes such fools of people, and people are such fools to begin with, that it's compounding a felony.
Anyone can do any amount of work provided it isn't the work he is supposed to be doing at the moment.
Except for an occasional heart attack, I feel as young as I ever did.
Defining and analyzing humor is a pastime for humorless people.
It took me fifteen years to discover that I had no talent for writing, but I couldn't give it up because by that time I was too famous.
The surest way to make a monkey of a man is to quote him.


have a nice day, and peace be to you


trisha